Grrrr......Ever feel like this?

Ever just feel like nothing is going right? People you thought you knew are turning out to be different than what you remember....parents treat you like crap, not like that's a new occurance anyways......you stay at work or a friends most of the time just so you dont have to come home! When you're home everything just sucks and you hide in your room from everyone and everything! This is just a bit like what i've been feelin lately. My close friend Craig moved to freakin texas.Yeah, not gonna lie.....I haven't gotten over that one yet. We used to hang out all the time, have so much fun, and he was always there for me and i could tell him anything!!!!And when i mean anything i mean ANYTHING!!!! I mean come on....how many guys are nice enough to comfort you after a break-up?!?!?!? That's ur girl friends job!Not ur guy friends! Anyways, Craig is GONE, Chris is GONE....Haven't seen Lauren since school got out....b/c she's busy. Parents are treating me like shit again......nothing new, it's just effecting me more now. I guess one thing that has gone right is my job! I love it there....the people are so freakin nice! My boss Jay is AmAzInG......and a half!!!! He's super nice, and he's just my like....i dunno, buddy that i can talk to! Everyone else seems to be too busy to even notice that something is bothering me....except Jay, he always knows what's up, and if something is wrong....and he's only known me what......2 weeks! He's just cool like that. Anyways...it just kinda sucks right now.....no one close to me to talk to....besides Jay who I am still getting to know. Well i guess that's all for now......just boring and useless crap going on. Oh well....i am going to the Pickaway County Fair tomorrow wtith Lauren, so it should be fun! We're gonna go see my friend Colt and all his farm boy friends! lol I love 'em!Yay....finally gonna see Colt and lauren. Anyways, i gotta go now.

~Ash

Just a quick update....

Not much has been going on here. . . just the usual school and work and volleyball games. Craig still won't talk to me because i'm going out with chris. I finally (tonight) decided to start on my sociology project that i've had for like more than a month. We even had in class work days and i didn't work on it then. its so stupid, but any ways i'm just starting it! I don't wanna have to work on it this weekend because it's prom!!! Yay!!! :) this weekend should be a blast! Anyways, i bugged my parents tonight for like 25 minnutes about why i can't get my ear pierced again, and why i can't get a tattoo. My mom said i'm not old enough to make a decision about having something put on me that will always be there and i told her i was...i know what i want to get and it will always mean something to me...i just don't know where to get it. and she has absoutly no good reason at all as to why i can't get my ear pierced besides i already have 4 holes in my ears.....well thanks for pointing out the obvious!....because you know i was totally unaware of the 4 holes in my ears! lol :) my dads reason is the same as always....when you are 18 you can do whatever you want. so i guess i'll drop it.....lol for a few weeks. Then start up again. i at least want my ear pierced! Not gonna lie...i think it would be sexy to get the top of my ear pierced! 0:) anyways, nothing else is really going on. i g2g for now...c ya'll later!

~Ash

Amazing how fast things can change huh? That's all I got to say.....just think about it!!

~Ash

Wow, it's been awhile...

Sorry it's been awhile...I've been really busy and haven't had much time to write in this. Right now everything is just peachy....friends are great, school is fine....it's all good! I kinda wish i had more time though, to spend with my friends. I'm so busy, everyday i have school, monday i work, tuesday i have a volleyball game, wed. i work, and thursday i have a volleyball game. then fridays and saturdays are supposed to be my 2 chill days, but i they aren't exactly days i get to chill....i always get to clean and stuff on friday  and saturday, and on sundays i work all day. This sunday i'm workin from 1-7:30....fun fun! I'm so excited for prom!!! I'm going in a group with Lauren, Craig and Brandon! Brandon is my date, obviously....cuz Lauren and Craig are going out! Anyways, it's pretty sweet that it's almost may, b/c in 34 days I'll be 17. Yeah, i know i'm young, but wutcha gonna do?!?? So Chris had requested some like "time off", i dunno what they call it in the Marines, but he needed some time to come home so he could pay respect to his grandmother. He told me he might come home, but he never told me for sure. Well on thursday in photography class, 7th period i was sitting there thinking about Chris and wondering what he was doing right then, @ 8:00AM Hawaii time. Then the bell rang, i walked out of the room and he was standing 5 feet infront of me! I was just, i dunno, confused. B/c he was supposed to be in Hawaii, but he was infront of me! I kinda just stood there for a minnute or two trying to figure it out, and i kinda thought he wasn't real....he was standing really still too, which made it seem even more like he wasn't real. Well, he was real alright! Chris came to school and surprised me....I almost had a heart attack, but it was SWEET!!!! That like made my year! I never thought he would surprise me like that! Anyways, last night me, Chris, Brandon, and Craig all went out! It was so fun! We went to MOmo's and got these drinks with little jello balls in them......... it was weird...They felt so funny in your mouth. Haha! Then we kinda shot some of them around using the massive straws you got in your drink! Then we all went over to Discovery park....@ like 11:30. That was fun, till some people who we won't mention showed up. Then they left, and it was just so GREAT!!!! I love hanging out with all the guys...oh, and Kyle H. came too! Well that's all i got for now.....i g2g do some stuff around the house and get ready for the day....and go see some people and hang out!!!!

LOVE ALWAYS~

             ~Ash

I'm back!

Yep, that's right....i'm back from florida. Spring Break flew by....hopefully the last quarter of school will fly by too! ! ! ! That would be sweet. I'm ready for school to be over. Florida was sweet! It was a bit chilly when we got there, but it was sunny and the condo we stayed in was right on the beach!!! I'm a bit more tan than i was b4 i left, but not tons....at least i don't think so. I didn't wanna fry while i was there. When we were first in the airport gettin ready to leave, i was sitting talking to this lady. Then this guy, who i had kinda already scoped out walked over. Then he left. I was a bit confused and i guess she could tell, and then she told me that the guy that walked over was her son and he was probably just trying to see who she was talking to, which was me! Then he came and sat by me and we talked while we waited for the plane to arrive. His name is Colton....Colt for short! I love his name!  It's so unique! Anyways, we flew on Southwest, which it turns out the seats are a free for all...you just get on and grab them. Well me and Colt sat together and talked....unfortunately he was going on a diff plane as soon as we landed. We had to switch planes....he was going to Ft. Lauderdale, and i was going to Tampa But it was nice talking to him while i got the chance!  Colt lives like 30 minnutes away or something like that...Somewhere near Circleville. He lives on a farm, just like all the other kids at his school! lol. He invited me to go horseback riding with him sometime.....yes, he has horses! Yay. Anyways, most of the time in florida i just layed on the beach. There was this pier 3 miles away from out condo called PIER 60. It's in Clearwater Florida. Pier 60 is deff. the place to go. Tons of people were there all the time! There were tons of things to do and every night there were venders out and you could shop around. There were also a lot of street preformers there. I liked watching this one guy... "Crazy Chris" Yeah, he's hilarious! Pretty cute too! lol.....along with all the other thousands of guys that i saw while i was down there. I got 2 henna tattoos. I still can't get a real one. I got one on my back and one on my hip....they're pretty sweet!!!!  I went parasailing too! That was awesome! But i did go with Branden, and he did his usual "big brother" thing....he tried to scare me while we were 500 feet above the Gulf of Mexico!  He kept swinging on his harness....Not gonna lie, it freaked me out. Just b4 we went up the guy (who was also hot) asked me if i wanted a "wet" or "dry" landing....i said wet, b/c i saw this pair get one right b4 us. Well our wet landing was very wet.....the other group just got up to their waist wet.....we got all the way up to the back of our necks wet! I shut my eyes though, so i didn't get salt water in them! Branden didn't shut them in time! lol  That's what he gets for scaring me! lol. I also saw some dolphins off of our beach.....it was pretty sweet! That's all i can think about right now....besides the really sweet belt that i got! lol. If you read this....then thanks a ton!  KISSES FOR YOU!!!!

Much Love,

     ~Ash